"Sorry for the do's"

What has came across my mind,
shattered heart and broken dreams is what i gave,
Never thought that i would be this much bad,
That all the memories in my mind are gonna fade...

What is in my mind, 
Nobody tried to understand it,
My own mind got numb and silent,
That now in this world i can hardly fit...

There was a time when i too made somebody smiled,
There was a time when i too made somebody cried,
in both time i was the only who got to be on the lower side,
so today i am alone with noone who can give me a ride....

I myself made my life a mess,
people themselves make my life hell,
I too can't understand what i feel now,
With noone with me on whom i can yell...

I am sorry,
With all my faults accepted,
Now please just be away from my life,
As there is nothing left between that needs to be sorted...

Maybe due to me many problems arises,
Maybe due to me all this happened to you,
I am sorry as i didn't want to do it,
And now there is nothing left that i can do...

For the sake of our so called friendship,
 Please forgive me for the one last time,
I promise you that i won't talk to you again,
And you will never see my face again in your life...

"SECRETS ABOUT SECRETS"

Some secrets lie beneath head,
And wished never to come out from there,
Change they carry with themselves,
Is what the feeling of it makes it really scary...

Secrets still exists when we don't even think,
Still make us uncomfortable and restless,
Affecting our behavior and reactions,
Still leaving us clueless....

Some secrets are secrets from us too,
With nobody who can try to know them,
A person who tries to understand us more than us,
And who secretly makes us to smile for fun....

Secretly secrets have become major secrets,
Which keep us busy with our mind,
by thinking majority of time about them,
With no time for anyone on our side....

Some secrets are never meant to be told,
But some carries many feelings,
Which controls someone life's day and night,
But we never thought of this links...

Telling secrets lead a new way,
Way toward the fully refreshed and open mind,,
An open mind which can think a lot more than this,
And which can live happily without telling any lie....

Find out where you missed living this life,
That very moment contains your deep secret,
The one which you never thought of,
And never felt it to be great..

Every secret contains a past memory,
An experience which shocked our heart,
With no one who can guide us right,
Where we ourselves have to stand up and collect our broken parts....

Telling secret which pains someone,
Hiding secret which make someone happy,
We hide our emotions for not being interpreted wrong,
Without thinking of person who besides us doesn't sees any....

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''TAKING ON EMOTIONS''

Winds blow as fast as possible,
Heart moved a thousand miles in a day,
thoughts changed like shapes of clouds,
But then also i have nothing to say....

Take it or leave it,
is all what going on my mind,
Like a bargain on a small shop,
With me only on both the sides....

What change will it create,
Do my life will change or not,
change that will bring someone near,
and making all others distanced that i have got....

I have moved a lot forward,
taking with me the burden of the past,
but now i will leave them all here and now,
and will try to run away from them very fast....

These thoughts,these burdens,
are taking on my emotions and feelings,
angry and sweet mood swap like whether,
with no reason to explain there meanings....

Now will leave them all,
With there existence without answers,
Time can find answer if it's important for me,
as now i will not give them permission to take my sensors....

My mind runs faster than earth,
my heart beats faster than car,
my life has reached its limits of speed,
And now my happy life is not to far....

Will Catch u life,
will surely live the life that i deserve,
this burden of emotions is now in my pocket,
as there is nothing left to be conserve...

Open mind and happy heart,
takes you to clear emotions and pure soul,
never try to be fake with true souls,
just try to be true with fake souls....

The one who is reading this poem,
is too a special one ,
With always a new thought new mind i came up,
and u only helped my life to run...

"Trust noone but Yourself"

All this sorrow, 

All this pain, 

End with such changes, 

That it left nothing to be the same... 

Little too far away, 

Where all the person i know stand, 

With a few only whom i trust, 

But my faith on them is slipping like sand... 

  

What life has turned out to be? 

How life has been changed, 

Never expected this from peoples, 

As they don't have left a word for me to say.... 

  

Nobody knows what i am feeling, 

Nobody cares what i do, 

I always tried to be nice with people, 

But they all never felt it to be true... 

  

Life is now such a mess, 

With no thought on right place, 

I reacted upon the situations which my mind set, 

But then also noone took at me a glance.... 

  

May be the reactions were wrong, 

Or may the people were not right, 

But i always tried to solve problems, 

As there is no need of a fight.... 

  

What i always wanted, 

Was the thing i never got, 

Everyone tried to make me feel so low, 

That now there is left no person with whom i haven't fought.... 

  

This time has changed all my perception about life, 

And more of change has come in people, 

I am also now is not the same? 

This world has changed my trust to be feeble.... 

  

Noone can get into my mind, 

Noone can understand what am i supposed to do, 

Noone is there now whom i can trust anymore, 

As in this selfish world there is noone who is true.... 

  

Why to search for someone, whom you can trust, 

When you already have that person with you everytime, 

That person is none other than only you, 

As then their will be no other person to hurt you..... 

  

Live your life, 

Enjoy all your dreams, 

Make moments that you remember, 

And make your life as soft as a cream....   

"SMILE CAN DO A LOT"

Does a smile cost anything,
Does a smile affects anybody's life,
Is this smile a cure to all problems,
Also can it solve all the tiff...

The answer to all the questions resides with me,
Have no thoughts about what it's like,
What smile exactly can do noone understands,
And also don't know how much power it has...

Smile can make others smile,
Also Shows a factor of satisfaction,
Provides a confidence to others,
And can relief others to forget their tension...

A smile is a like a new sun,
Rising from the darkest nights,
Brighting the life with new rays,
Ending all the past fights...

Smile is like the first flower of spring,
Symbolizing the start of something new,
More new flowers are yet to come,
That makes your life your life to bloom... 

Smile can take away the tears away,
Of not only yours but also of others,
Stay smiling to make this world smile with you,
And try to create laughing tears rather...

"Forever and Never"

I am forever, 
always with you, 
holding your hand, 
In all your darkest views.... 
  
I will never, 
make you feel alone, 
will smile to make you smile, 
And make all strees gone.... 
  
Forever and ever i am here, 
Forever and ever i am with you, 
will never say goodbye in life, 
And will always take care of you.... 
  
Time should stop forever, 
In this frame when i am with you, 
You should leave me never, 
As their will be nothing left after you.... 
  
There was a time when i never thought about you, 
Taking you as just one more person in the world, 
but now i think of you forever, 
As without you everything seems to be dulled.... 
  
U can never be mine, 
but i will be yours forever, 
I wish you be happy, 
And from god i just want this little favour.... 
  
Never my days were so dull, 
forever i will wait for you, 
seeking nothing beyond your memories, 
and now in my life there can be nothing new.... 
  
You be happy forever, 
shining like a star, 
And shed tears never, 
As i am standing not too far....  

"IT JUST THAT I LOVE U"

There r so many friends in my life,

But the special one is u,

your attitude has always made me angry,

but despite of all this i want to say that I LOVE U....

I don't know from all this work how i will be through,

Also I never got any calls from u,

how much u ignored me i didn't mind at all,

it's all because I LOVE U...

U never showed respect to my feelings,

Pain and ignorance is all what i got from u,

Never walked with me talking together,

but despite of this I LOVE U....

There were many fights between me and u,

all because of situations that u were into,

i forgive all the faults done by u,

its all because I LOVE U....

In coming days we will be friends or not,

That is all up to u,

I will always be there to hold your hand,

It's all because I LOVE U...

I m not a important person,

Nor i have done anything for u,

Then why i cry when u ignore me,

It's all because I LOVE U......

Both of us fight with each other a lot,

But How much i fight or get angry with u,

it all settles down by itself taking it's time,

because at last the fact is that I LOVE U....

All is i m waiting to tell my feelings to u,

one day and the next all has passed through,

Now only god knows when will be that day,

when i will say I LOVE U....

U R Very Important to me,

That is what i want to tell u,

no matter what people say about u,

all i know is that I LOVE U....

Your Share

Ohh let him go, 
I m there to share, 
Thinking of ownself, 
Without having anybody's care.... 
  
Why he has left us, 
Why not to ask this question right here, 
Why letting him to go without any answer, 
As noone can fill his place here.... 
  
Why you are going, 
Are you leaving us forever? 
Or you are testing your importance in my life, 
As when you will leave there my eyes will roll out tears... 
  
Your share will always be yours, 
Nobody cannot ever take your place dear, 
Are you upset with the my behaviour, 
I do this as what i will do if i loose you that are my fear.... 
  
Your share is what always counts for me, 
No matter what people think about me i don't care, 
They all are jelous of your importance in my life, 
As to your's place in my life there are not even near.... 
  
Everyone wanted to know who the one is, 
But i will only disclose this secret in front of fewer, 
As they can only understand me and you, 
And also they can understand that you are rare.... 
  
Maybe you will never get to know what you are for me, 
It's not love that all people start making us a pair, 
Now i too don't want to tell you this, 
As then you will think it is flirting rather than care.... 
  
Don't leave me alone, 
As their is noone who can take your share, 
Then my life will me like a dark room, 
Which has noone for it that can take care.... 
  
Your share my life, 
Your life my care, 
Do I also owe any share in your life? 
But whatever be the answer to it i still don't care.... 
  
Ohh now you are going to leave us, 
Without knowing your share, 
But what difference it will make to your decision of going, 
May you find someone for yourself who can take care... 
  
You go or not that doesn't change anything, 
Your share will always be reserved for me, 
No matter how many persons i meet daily, 
As you are the person my life will never see.... 

"STILL APART"

Somewhere in my heart we are still strangers, 
Feeling of being apart still exists, 
Differences of being not feeling the same, 
And never walked holding your wrist... 
  
I said a million times, 
You also replied to it sometimes, 
But never i felt like to be the feeling same as mine, 
Always felt between us a thin line... 
  
May be i just wanted a person solely for me, 
And so i said it many times to you, 
Always just pushing you where you never wanted to be, 
And expecting so much without any clue... 
  
Keep on pushing you to say what i wanted to hear, 
Lots and lots of mistakes of mine i came to know, 
Don't know what just made me to do this to you, 
And maybe i am the reason why your mood gets low... 
  
Far apart you are happy, 
The need of mine is just to help you, 
Me too is happy from your smile, 
But smile on my face will never be true... 
  
Distanced apart from you, 
I do feel the emptiness of your presence, 
But seeing you happy lowers some of my pain, 
And i will try to live with your essence... 
  
A line between us that lies, 
The feelings of the two can never be the same, 
I will and can never force you to do the same, 
As that feeling in your mind never came... 
  
We are not total apart, 
Nor are one for life, 
This position of being in the middle, 
Is very complicated like a riddle...  

''YOUR SMILING FACE''

Smile on your face was like breath to me, 
laughing with you was an achievement for me, 
making you laugh was just all my mission was, 
and i very happy with the smile i see... 
  
I laughed when you were laughing,
I laughed when you were crying,
But i had happy tears in eyes,
Just when i see you smiling... 
  
Do  this world will ever let you happy, 
When will all your problems will end, 
But just remember one thing in mind, 
that this idiot fellow will always be your friend... 
  
Your smile is a medicine, 
it works faster than any herb, 
All problems end with so much pace, 
that it has made my trust on you to curb... 
  
It is like a miracle happened to me, 
meeting someone whose smile can make my life fine, 
a smile which ends all my problems, 
the problems which were once all standing in a line.... 
  
A smile is the most important weapon, 
a weapon for the problems, 
The whole strategy will fail without smile, 
as by seeing you smiling, half of problems won't even comes.... 
  
We laugh out loud, 
we also make others to laugh more, 
No problem can't even dare to stop our laughing, 
as we both can make that problem also to laugh from it's core... 
  
Seeing you sad is my worst dream, 
Keep smiling is what i always say, 
As your smile is a tonic for my life, 
so keep this smile permanently on your face...